Brief Encounter

"This can't last. This misery can't last. I must remember that and try and control myself. Nothing lasts really. Neither happiness nor despair. Not even life lasts very long. There will come a time in the future when I shant mind about this anymore, when I can look back and say quite peacefully and cheerfully how silly I was. No, no I don't want that time to come ever. I want to remember every minute always, always to the end of my days."